I Know ihe doesnt deserve my tears , and he not worth stressing over but its hurts. Ya dont know what we gone through and all that shit he said to me , i believed him, i thought it was gonna be different , i thought he was different, 4 months talking and talking and me falling even more. i swore he was the one.  I really did , i believed everything he said, i loved him and he said he did too, but that was all just a lie… everything was made up.  What we had was special until he did some grimey shit. Im so stupid. ya wouldn’t understand and just tell me  to stop crying but it really hurts that everything was a lie and i thought it was real and that he really loved me , im broken .